I mean I used to blog whenever I felt inspired, but today, hmmmm. Today may just be an exception. Then again, sometimes, writing can get me to that place of being inspired.
I guess I've come to a place where I'm a lil worn out, a lil tired of trying, a lil tired of never giving up. Maybe I was meant to come to this place.
Could I be so down-trodden by the cares of this world that I have forgotten to take time out to appreciate the things that I do have? Well, not that I care, or do I?
When was the last time I stared at the illustrious hues colouring the sky?
When was the last time I sat with my guitar, lost in the worship of the one who made me, who loves me?
When was the last time I sat listening to a message of love, peace and joy?
When was the last time I allowed myself to be mesmerised and lost in the intricacies of melodious laughter?
Perhaps, it is the little things of life that make up the bigger things of life. Maybe I need to deal with what's within, before I can deal with what's without.
I need to feel it inside, to be passionate about something before I start to run with it. I need to feel purpose, a realisation of why it needs to be done. Besides, I've always said that passion propels action. I need to see the bigger picture, to see things from a bird's eye view. Cause I keep hitting a roadblock time and again, and I need to see whats wrong. Do I need to try a different approach, perhaps even go a different way..
29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.