Monday, May 3, 2010

Holding On

Hmmm, I haven't blogged in ages and I dunno why I decided of all days to blog today.

I mean I used to blog whenever I felt inspired, but today, hmmmm. Today may just be an exception. Then again, sometimes, writing can get me to that place of being inspired.

I guess I've come to a place where I'm a lil worn out, a lil tired of trying, a lil tired of never giving up. Maybe I was meant to come to this place.

Could I be so down-trodden by the cares of this world that I have forgotten to take time out to appreciate the things that I do have? Well, not that I care, or do I?

When was the last time I stared at the illustrious hues colouring the sky?

When was the last time I sat with my guitar, lost in the worship of the one who made me, who loves me?

When was the last time I sat listening to a message of love, peace and joy?

When was the last time I allowed myself to be mesmerised and lost in the intricacies of melodious laughter?

Perhaps, it is the little things of life that make up the bigger things of life. Maybe I need to deal with what's within, before I can deal with what's without.

I need to feel it inside, to be passionate about something before I start to run with it. I need to feel purpose, a realisation of why it needs to be done. Besides, I've always said that passion propels action. I need to see the bigger picture, to see things from a bird's eye view. Cause I keep hitting a roadblock time and again, and I need to see whats wrong. Do I need to try a different approach, perhaps even go a different way..


29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.

30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;

31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Perhaps, I need a new vantage viewpoint. Perhaps I need to remember myself as an Eagle. We don't scatter around like Hens nor sit around like Ducks. We are masters of the sky, meant to roam and reign as Kings. I need to find my place, the place where I belong. I need to find my new high point.